Happy Mothers Day :)

In conjunction with mothers day, parenthots column which is part of the star team has published the below article i have written online! I appreciate their thoughts and actions, which gave mum a surprise when she read it 'A mum's sacrifices are never forgotten'.

http://parenthots.com/parents_corner/soapbox.aspx

I remember mum used to made us healthy breakfast everyday, the milk I forced myself to gulp every morning, the bread for school break I thought it was bored and have attempt to throw it away but failed and ended up getting caught and canned hardly! Nevertheless I could remember weekend meals are all very interesting! Mum has that superb talent of inventing her own special recipes and it tasted really yummy!

I remember mum always managed to get us nice dresses and shoes to go with and get us well presented at all occasions

I remember the times when I needed so badly someone to just  be there for me, mum is there and she had always been, until today

I remember we are not used to worry about financial as the way I do now because mum and dad provided everything I need to have

Mum has aged gradually while I have grown older. Her dedication to the family is one of the best efforts I am not able to speak about still. There are no words that I could use to describe or explain to people the work that she has done for all of us at home...

She had done it all, her scarification for all of us is immeasurable in our everyday life, until today, without fail. I have not found the best way to speak about the great things my mum has done, because to me... that can only be shown from her action...

I would like to wish her Happy Mummy's Day and assured her that we have always loved her, and that will means forever and ever...

This song is to dedicate to her... all that you have done, we remember and will treasure and cherish it always...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ro3TOc3kOo
Remembrance by Jim Brickman

To all mummy out there, Happy Mummy's Day to all of you too!

a silent moment to be idle

in a silent night

canon D makes it even more serene

clouds of thoughts floating in the air of space

following every expression of the melody

mind became empty

drifting away with the harmony

this is the time to become idle

moving into a moment of peace

i knew you can do it (:

a smile
a hug
a short conversation
a tiny pat at your back
telling you ‘hey, all the best’
Go… and be who you aspire to be…
You never know...
and yes ! I knew you can do it. (:

(Inspiration source: You never know by Jim Brickman)

from the song 'father and son' by cat steven

its still the infinite horizon in my glimpse
i may not recognize all of your advice
while i may have remain in silence
i sensed that you may have realized
i hope you may not be disappointed

your yesterday may not be my today
my future may not be your today
that may have came by from your yesterday

really… let me search for my dreams
be it… even if it is not sensible or
if it is pointless for you

i will never know myself if i do not even try
nothing is pointless for if it is self worth

do not need to worry as i give you all my comfort
all that i need is your trust and love

the trust and love that let go
let go all your worry and

let me be, my-self I truly want to be
i appreciate your intent, i really do

trust me…
that I have always live by with me my greatest value
even with some of our differences that we may have
I always trust you like how i have did

love me…
for who I have been, who I am, and who I aspire to be
I have learnt from you,
to love the same way it was mentioned
to all people that i have cared for, especially you

mummy, this is for you...

(Inspiration source: from father and son, by Cat Steven)
 

You Have Always Been Straight To My Heart

i may not be the one who build a spaceship
i may not be the one who contributed to any new inventions
i may not be a successful person in many eyes

but to myself i am learning to live life, to its fullest
to explore opportunities and
to do my best that i could in every encounter

i may occur lazy at some point of time
but i promised
i did my best in everything that i needed to do

over the years i may have made mistakes
but i have reminded myself not to repeat those acts
that caused me and others no good

i have reminded myself not to judge anyone
i have realized that there is no right or wrong
everyone is discovering how to do their best

at times when i am upset about myself
you were always there to encourage me
with your kind words and inspiring music

you have always been there
straight to my heart
at all time

Susan Boyle – I Dreamed a Dream

dopey got to know i have Susan Boyle first released album. since then dopey can never stop laughing… she says i am boyle no.1 fan whenever she heard of the word boyle or dream, she is all over it. keep laughing as if many hands were tickling all over her.

dopey, i know you save it from my pen drive too when no ones noticed ! oh gosh no wonder you are humming along the way, i just knew it ! one more to add, dopey can also never get over with the ‘boyle pose’ ! haha. OMG, dopey just realized Simon has the ‘boyle pose’ in the you tube video too! ewwwww, darn funny. now everyone is laughing… but i thought she sang I Dreamed a Dream in Britain Got Talent 2009 was still the most impressive moment.

in her album i have liked ‘the end of the world’ and ‘you’ll see’ my thoughts for now @ this phase of my life:

there is no end of the world you will see

there is always a new phase in every end of a juncture

it shall be a journey of continuous discovery, even if it is after-life

it is our good heart which brings us

all the happiness wherever we go 

Ordinary Miracle & Rainbow Connection by Sarah Mclachlan

i loved these 2 songs by Sarah. its light and simply pleasing to listen. ;)

just another ordinary miracle today and every other day, with lots of rainbow connections to connect the dots together ;)

Ordinary Miracle

Rainbow Connection

the Stallion Miracle of the Cimarron

you are an angel, i am a devil

you seems to be the light of happiness, and i am a total disaster

it was never seems to be

but it is meant to be

life isn’t always made to be in order

the unexpected makes it to be the miracle

yet another miracle which seems to be… :)

Try to Remember

Memories faded away.
I try to remember.
Feelings in grey.
For all that is over.
Melodies continue to play.
I try to remember.
In silence I remain.
My determination will be forever.

Written on May 16, 2009

(Inspiration source: from the song Try to Remember)

Thinking of You

Memory is a place I have visited in the past.
Have not been thinking about you ever since.
Things happened, for a reason I believed.
I might not know for now, for sure in future.
I might have forgotten what we have been through.
But the feelings I had before will never ceased.
I have learnt to bless you, with all my heart.
This is the most valuable gift I may offer.
To you, and to myself.

Written on Apr 20, 2009

(Inspiration source: Thinking of You, by kitaro composition)

The Lake House

One day, we will definitely meet.
It is a beautiful encounter.
Like the serenity in the Lake House.
Unashamedly open and hilarious.
The smile in your face.
Draw closeness towards our distance.
We then connected between our souls.

Written on Apr 20, 2009

(Inspiration source: The Lake House, by Rachel Portman)

A White Pass to the Creek

Follow the stream along the island.
The silence of the surroundings.
Snoop in to the voices of every creature.
Passing by the creek with complete awareness.

Creek, an inlet of the sea, a narrow channel between islands in the Florida Keys.

Written on Apr 19, 2009

(Inspiration source: A White Pass to the Creek, by Manabu Ohishi compsition)

Icarus

The spirit of Icarus bravery.
His attempt in his escape from Crete.
The courage he expressed in his voyage.
Brings significance into his pursuit in life.

Icarus is a character in Greek mythology. He is the son of Daedalus and is known for his attempt to escape Crete by flight, which ended in a fall to his death. Crete is the largest of the Greek islands and the 5th largest island in the Mediterranean Sea at 8,336km2 (3,219 square miles)

Written on Apr 19,2009

(Inspiration source: Icarus by Mari Fujiwara composition)

Waling in the Air

Imagine one day I can fly.
The universe is where I will want to peep.
To witness the Milky Way Galaxy.
Appreciating where I lived called Earth.
Introducing this creation to all with great admiration.

Written on Apr 19, 2009

(Inspiration source: Walking in the Air by Mari Fujimara composition)

The Wind

Sitting along this beautiful garden.
Experiencing the natural echo of every being.
The gush of water, the scent of flowers.
Feeling the freshness of breeze the wind carries.
Every moment appeared like paradise.

Written on Apr 19, 2009

(Inspiration source: The Wind by Kitaro’s composition)

Tribute

Every living being and individual is unique.
The diversity of aptitude represents our very interesting self.
We come together as a tribe to bestow our values for a spectacular universe. We shall acknowledge our existence with great honor.

Written on Apr 5, 2009

(Inspiration source: Tribute by Yanni)

Gradually...

Gradually, I have grown up to be who I am today.
Gracefully, I have become wiser than yesterday.

Today, is life greatest gift.
Yesterday, has been memories through time.

Gift, is the every moment of my presence.
Time, eventually leads me to where I have been.

I am walking gradually to where I belong …

Written on March 23, 2009

(Inspiration source: Adagio in C Minor by Yanni)

Precious Child

You have been my precious child.
From the very first day when it all starts.
I have cherished you all these while.
As you have been the footprints in my heart.

Written on Dec 2, 2008

(inspiration source: from the song what child is this ?)

Stepping on a Rainy Street

Stepping out on a rainy street.
Hopping around in tune of this music.
Enjoying every moment of the beat.
Playing joyfully in bliss : )

Written on Dec 2, 2008

(inspiration source: from the music stepping on the rainy street)