the best moment in life are...

it has been quite awhile ago since the last post or poem. was busy with the procedures of getting myself a cozy and inspired corner 'physically', apart from this one here! :) 

had just watched 'the blind side' once again for the 5th TIME! it was still very inspiring to me. 

and then i was reading masterwordsmith blog and stumble upon a post that she posted for the title that i am about to write now... that makes me start counting my blessing again :) 

i suppose it will not come in a sequencing or structured manner, it will all be what i am thinking now... :)

you can share with me what's yours too ! i would love to hear from you on yours! :)

the best moment in life are...

1. when i do things together with my family (to the cinema for movie and eating ice cream together, open conversation where everyone express how they feel and tell what they think - this does not happen all the time in my family but when it does it really really feels good & just so bless)

2. at how mambo look at you through his innocent eyes and wonders his ears like trying to hear you speak

3. when i got to play with rosie or when she is tired and chose to lay beside me (obviously she does not always chose me because my dad, mum and youngest sister were her favorite!)

4. when my sisters and me talks secret without letting our parents know what we are up to

5. when i realized i made a mistake and i say sorry and break the silence

6. have value conversation with buddies over a meal or drinks

7. laugh out loud when i watch funny movies or comedian show or hearing my friends shared their funny stuff or i shared with them mine

8. listen to a song where it really touches your heart and you are actually with tears without realizing it... some of Yanni composition makes me feel that way

 

9. watched movies or read stories that truly inspired me

10. getting acknowledgments and compliments for all the hard work that i have done 

11. when people come and tell me they enjoyed reading my poems and they thought it makes them feel happy or encouraged or inspired after they read it 

12. are able to complete something after a tough and hard effort - conquered mount kk few months back! 

13. receiving or giving someone special a beautiful kiss right from the bottom of my heart

14. receiving or giving tender loving care (tlc) to someone special (got to learn this vocab from dopey)

15. accidentally over heard someone said good things about me, which will put a smile in my heart

 

16. when i got to know my parents and family are proud of who i am

17. when i am able to share my thoughts on stage with other fellow students in my states and when i got to appear in the star newspaper for this, especially when i am so glad to have make my parents and teachers proud of me but most importantly i am able to overcome my fear of inferiority complex

18. feeling a buzz in me when i see someone special ?

19. hearing someone tells me 'I Love You' :)

 

20. laughing or smiling at myself

21. being happy for no reason, for just being happy 

22. when that day i have seen the most beautiful smile i had ever seen on my dad face!

 

23. that my mum are being happy and had no worries with all her children because they are able to live a great life!

24. i am able to watch the blind side for once again! and the sister keeper last weekend!

25. when i always knew that god is always there for everyone of us! just if you can realized or feel his/her presence in you! :) we are all very bless by him/her in all ways, at all time, straight into our heart

26. when i see grandma unwrapping her birthday gift where we gave her on her birthday! she smiled all the way long when she is unwrapping her present... that was a very precious moment!

27. is okay to have big ears... 

28. got to know my buddies for life had found the person who can make them smile from their heart! :) congrats once again!!! i am so so so happy and excited at the same time!

i got to stop for now and head to bed, tomorrow will be a long day for forecast. till then, and i shall promise it will not be long for the next one :) 

good night... cheers!

Happy Mothers Day :)

In conjunction with mothers day, parenthots column which is part of the star team has published the below article i have written online! I appreciate their thoughts and actions, which gave mum a surprise when she read it 'A mum's sacrifices are never forgotten'.

http://parenthots.com/parents_corner/soapbox.aspx

I remember mum used to made us healthy breakfast everyday, the milk I forced myself to gulp every morning, the bread for school break I thought it was bored and have attempt to throw it away but failed and ended up getting caught and canned hardly! Nevertheless I could remember weekend meals are all very interesting! Mum has that superb talent of inventing her own special recipes and it tasted really yummy!

I remember mum always managed to get us nice dresses and shoes to go with and get us well presented at all occasions

I remember the times when I needed so badly someone to just  be there for me, mum is there and she had always been, until today

I remember we are not used to worry about financial as the way I do now because mum and dad provided everything I need to have

Mum has aged gradually while I have grown older. Her dedication to the family is one of the best efforts I am not able to speak about still. There are no words that I could use to describe or explain to people the work that she has done for all of us at home...

She had done it all, her scarification for all of us is immeasurable in our everyday life, until today, without fail. I have not found the best way to speak about the great things my mum has done, because to me... that can only be shown from her action...

I would like to wish her Happy Mummy's Day and assured her that we have always loved her, and that will means forever and ever...

This song is to dedicate to her... all that you have done, we remember and will treasure and cherish it always...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ro3TOc3kOo
Remembrance by Jim Brickman

To all mummy out there, Happy Mummy's Day to all of you too!

believe

my heart is where i think

my smile is where i go

time passed me by in a blink

like a wind which has just blow

i maybe afraid where life brings upon

my believe are the one who keeps me going

people say love is what brings it all on

the beauty of it has now starts beaming

after all these years it has been

i am standing right here

everything has now begin

for all to be cheer

when the nights are here

when my dreams start to grow

i can't believe this has been years

that has now bring this glow

everything is all possible

trust that we have wings to make us fly

miracles is not only a tale

it is our pride which will never lies

believed yourself and keep that believe going

continue to do all things that keep you moving

one day you will see all your dreams keep coming

it is because you never stop believing! 

i am. i feel. i write.

i feel happy, most of my time

and that brings me, utmost joy and happiness

i feel, upset and sad sometimes

at times when i feel alone, when there is no one to talk to

that is when, i found books my good friend in silence

i have, many wonderful friends

and i have learn, to cherish all my relationships

for all that they have been, they are awesome, being them

i love to write, it makes me smile and laugh

makes me feel, top of the world too

i like to share this, with all my family and friends

my passion & happiness that i have, to make them feel happy too

sometimes i do not know, why i am feeling excited about things

maybe happiness has no reason, for being just happy

sometimes when i feel, upset or sad

that is when i feel, i am being useless, for all my shortcomings

there is when i learn, to acknowledge my ugly truth and fear

learning to stand up on my feet

to change myself, to become better

yesterday, i have kept my memories that i have cherished

today, i have treasure it as my most precious gift of life

tomorrow, that is where my passion lies and grows

the beauty of life, lies in the beauty that i choose to see

the happiness with my family & friends, lies in the love i share

the inspiration of my passion, lies in my believe to smile

 

this is for her, that i have adore

this is for him, that i have admire

this is for all of you, that i have came to share

mission

i have a mission, that is to complete. 

also, to view the beauty of nature, 

another side of God's amazing creation. :)

i do hope i will enjoy! :)

oh mine, no more days to-go, 0 Mississippi it is... :P

it only take a moment to recognize wonders

my friend wrote a poem called words, it was lovely and i can't agree more that words can hurt and heal at the same time whichever you choose to say it.

http://www.blogcatalog.com/blog/this-is-me-10 

i saw a friend tag line which says: it's a beautiful day and a lovely night. it makes me stop and feel the beauty of every second i could have. i feel good and so bless as i have counted my blessings.

i will continue to do my best for what i want, one at a time. no hurry, be patience. i believed everyone has their moment to come. continue to work hard and have fun and prepare for that moment to surprise us. 

by the way, i supposed every now is a moment too, if we could recognize, it only take a moment to do so : )

hippo & turtle counting their blessings

the hippo may have blurted with some hiccups

the turtle may thought he is still not there

suddenly they stop, counting the blessings they have in their cup

and when they look up, they start to smile in the air

You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings too. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere :)

words. are. beautiful.

thank you...

you made me remember

passion does brings happiness

when juice of zest dehydrated

you made me believed
the impossible is actually possible
when hopes and dreams seems misty


your liveliness brings continuous faith and dreams
for a simple and meaningful life to lead
simply surrounds by abundance joy, health and prosperity

words. are. beautiful.

it has the power to make people feels happy and inspired

someone just made me felt so
i hope to also bring these feelings to all people
through the beauty of words

we do have a choice

i have realized ultimately there is only 2 category of choices.

it is always better to bless it than to damn it.

Nothing can be too serious. In most cases, it never be (:

Just Do It !

Wonder sometimes how you encounter with new things that you think you are stuck with it not knowing how to proceed ? I bumped in to new stuff almost everyday. This keeps me going - JUST DO IT.

I may be in maze at the beginning how I can actually do it, but perhaps the secret is to just start doing it ! That's the amazing part of it. You do not need to know how but 'Just Do It' and it will eventually leads you to know how to. (:

The unknown makes my day fun and interesting at all time. It helps to sustain my inspiration.

This thought ring a bell to the well known brand of Nike ! (:

YES... Its finally OVER !

This post is for Oscar the Grouch. He asked why I did not post anything on such a tremendous roller coaster ride. So I figure out to pen down several items that I can think of.

Okay, maybe lets start with: YES OMG, its finally OVER ! At least for this piece, I know there is another awesomely crazy round coming but YES it is done for the year ! A new book is now ahead of us to start fresh.

During this closure period, I have discovered another new talent about myself (other than copy n paste). I am impressed myself, as well as Bubbles ! The fact that I am able to take only 15 mins from the time I wake up till I reached office ! Exactly 15 mins !

Bubbles commented on the share market board:
P/s: Wendy did not wash her hair today. Please hold your breath !

Mr. Parker & I wrote something about J:
J is grumpy, like a granny, a granny with a smiley, and she is awesomely crazy...

Dopey may be overwhelmed or she had gone crazy:
Dopey called herself Dopey when she is actually looking at Dolph -___-

JS confessed to Dolph in Red:
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

J said: Please come to the room now. Need to practice first.
Dolph asked: Need to bring KY ?
J said: I don't need KY.

This reminded us of Oscar the Grouch wet story from J diary...

From a serious thought perspective:
Do not need to think that you are the only one who can solve problems, neither that you may think that you are not able to solve any problems and are not doing a good job.

A big success comes when everyone contributed their best effort. This is the power of 'team discipline', 'collaboration' and 'personal leadership', especially to me this closure shows me the power of collaboration. (:

Oh gosh, I accidentally applied TOP. Reminds me of:
When he say: Hey Hey. I should say: Ho Ho

revolves and transcend

dreams gets vague

wishes gets indistinct

mind became anesthetized

the heart exploded

the explosion, a candle was light

the candle light up the others

rays of light revolves to forces of energy

transcend into a state of bliss

a silly hearbeat analysis

it shows the heartbeat analysis forecast for the next 2 weeks

it could be the adrenaline rush waves coming

it seems like how it is going to feel

but still i believed it suppose to do

the old heart stays younger

it may not be as awful as we thought it could be

often times it’s just the invisible fence

which stays in our imagination

what we resist persist, what we befriend transcend

so let’s just do it and rejoice

obviously i am not writing but crap’ing,

but somehow i may feel that way

i am ringing a bell to tell myself

to remember to befriend with everything

i am going to sleep more than i need to for tonight

before tomorrow starts (haha if i could)

i am getting more hype lately as if

i don’t need as much sleep as i used to

haha and i feel funny to post about something like this

it’s just going to be another year end financial closure

to make up for the decade (:

a gratitude moment to greet 2010

i am thankful

to have celebrated a simple and joyful moment in welcoming the new year

i am thankful

last year has been a tremendous year for many of us and to myself

i am thankful

though the unfortunate, but survived

i am thankful

the deceased have shared their greatest peace

my gratitude moment i entreat in silence

i am so very thankful that:

i am still in good health so that I can still take care of others

my parents are in good health and they are still smiling

2 lovely sisters, whom we cared for each other very much, we squabble once in a while but we apologized instantly right at the very moment too haha, funny especially this happen to me and wen wen, wen yih is a distance away for this to happen now =P

2 wonderful pets in our family who have become our great companion especially to mum and dad while i have stayed a distance away

i am surrounded with very caring relatives and cousins

i have a stable and promising career where i enjoyed most of my time, where i have developed myself a lot

not to mention the crazy moments which i need to stay up late at work, there is when i have a group of wonderful team mates to share these moments with

i am very privileged i am able to help the unfortunate to a little extent

i am able to write a little, to play the organ and the piano a little

i am able to listen to our world brilliant composition

i have created a cozy and inspired corner, it’s going to be a channel to share lots of happiness and fun with my family, friends and other readers

i am surrounded with lots of great friends

i am also surrounded with great people who always inspire me

may our today glow with cheers and happiness and may we unfold this radiance to as many people as we could 

hello there, 2010 ! :)

You Have Always Been Straight To My Heart

i may not be the one who build a spaceship
i may not be the one who contributed to any new inventions
i may not be a successful person in many eyes

but to myself i am learning to live life, to its fullest
to explore opportunities and
to do my best that i could in every encounter

i may occur lazy at some point of time
but i promised
i did my best in everything that i needed to do

over the years i may have made mistakes
but i have reminded myself not to repeat those acts
that caused me and others no good

i have reminded myself not to judge anyone
i have realized that there is no right or wrong
everyone is discovering how to do their best

at times when i am upset about myself
you were always there to encourage me
with your kind words and inspiring music

you have always been there
straight to my heart
at all time

Susan Boyle – I Dreamed a Dream

dopey got to know i have Susan Boyle first released album. since then dopey can never stop laughing… she says i am boyle no.1 fan whenever she heard of the word boyle or dream, she is all over it. keep laughing as if many hands were tickling all over her.

dopey, i know you save it from my pen drive too when no ones noticed ! oh gosh no wonder you are humming along the way, i just knew it ! one more to add, dopey can also never get over with the ‘boyle pose’ ! haha. OMG, dopey just realized Simon has the ‘boyle pose’ in the you tube video too! ewwwww, darn funny. now everyone is laughing… but i thought she sang I Dreamed a Dream in Britain Got Talent 2009 was still the most impressive moment.

in her album i have liked ‘the end of the world’ and ‘you’ll see’ my thoughts for now @ this phase of my life:

there is no end of the world you will see

there is always a new phase in every end of a juncture

it shall be a journey of continuous discovery, even if it is after-life

it is our good heart which brings us

all the happiness wherever we go 

i don't know what to name this post

let me tell you what I am going to tell you
you may or may not agree
is just coming from a different perspective
it is totally, unshamedly honest and naked
read it if you think you may openly accept
or listen to other’s view point
if not I may suggest you to skip this

tea (the green one) makes me sleep well
coffee doesn’t seems to wake me
the essence of lavender supposed to calm you and
get you to sleep but it excites me
and create more hype for the night

i would rather say a banana keeps a doctor away
i am now with braces and it is easier to eat a
banana compared to an apple
so i want to leave the entire paragraph
to wirte about the benefits of banana
here it goes, because it has…
4 times the protein than an apple
3 times the phosphors
5 times the vit A and
iron and twice the minerals
the most exciting part is it makes you happy
scientist says it has triyptophan a protein
which is converted into serotonin
that helps you to relax and keeps depression away
just like the fact that choclates provides antixiodants
to prevent damage from oxygen free radicals in the body

i have an ex husband who is apparently a “SHE”
that very well explains the divorced
and surprisingly we became great buddies
tell me where on earth does ex get along so well
SHE asked me to eat shit everyday
which I think it get my brain cells activated
you may try this receipe if you think your brain
is already dead by now
or started to get stagnant

i do not know why I can’t sing with the correct pitch
but I am blessed with fingers which
welcome the set of treble and bass clef along the keyboards

i just found out today that my uncle new car number plate
is WTF2439!!!
I think is darn funny, if you get this
also found out why Robert turn to be Bob
because it served to be an alternative
for ppl who can’t pronounce “R” from the short of ROB
believed me some ppl just can’t
and there is nothing wrong with it

some may say I am a big eater but
is just a way I take care of myself
who knows this may only be the one
and only lifetime I have (you never know)
from wiki, it explains ppl eat so they won’t die
and if ppl don’t eat they will go into starvation mode
which then leads to death
somehow sometimes a basic understanding of leading
a healthy lifestyle has been misled
and there is ppl who is confused with it
in which they pour their savings or
even worst their future income into slimming courses or pills
which eventually kill themselve to debts and health issues
stand up with modesty, being too extreme is annoying, to yourself
and it doesn’t served the ultimate purpose
to achieve your highest goods

does god exsist ?
very interesting question where people debated for years
and there is no common answer that you can search for still
i personally thinks every formation has its creator
be it it came from something or someone invtented it
and by the way we were being empowered to live our own life
if there is whoever or whichever religion
you need to listen or follow
do listen from your very true self first – your HEART
its the only thing a or the creator gave you
when you were invented or formed
which belongs totally to you and
knows you well to all extent
it will never goes wrong
if it does there is no one to blame
hence there will be no war
over such circumstances
and disagreement that makes ppl fight among each other
its like a big cat chasing at its own tail
and get frustrated over it when it doesn’t seems to reach it

………. to be continue, at some other time……….

Perception of Life

There is no fear, embarrassment, regrets or mistakes. There is love, courage, learning, and fine experiences. This universe is filled with joy and happiness as we want it to be. It is our attitude which makes the difference on the things that we perceived in life.

I am amused on how amazing our perception and thoughts can be. We destined our own life, through the way we think. It is important to always set our thoughts right.

Things can be seen in horrible exhaustion or a miraculous event. Life experiences can be view as a painful process or an exciting route of magnificent discoveries.

Choose to be the person we want to be with full of joy, and lead the life we always dream off ! Don’t be afraid to dream big. All dream is possible to achieve if we think they are. ;)

I can remember this always, Budhha once quoted: All that we are is the result of what we have thought. Indeed a great saying !

Written on Nov 4, 2007

There is always many ways…

There is not only “1-Way” to something, there is always many other ways…

Every individual has the way which suits them the most. Why don’t I attempt to discover the best way for myself instead of following what others have to tell me or what others have done before ?

Ex: I can walk to school, yet I can also run, cycle, drive or even take a plane to school, etc… Isn’t it still get me to my destination ?

The beauty of it is there is nothing wrong with all of the above choices…

It is just merely choices we made…

Agree ?

Written on Dec 14, 2008

Go All the Way OuT ! ;)

There is no so called “Right” or “Wrong”, it is just merely experiences to let us know what we truly want within ourself. If not:

- How would we differentiate “Right” if there is no so called “Wrong” doing before ?
- How do we cherish happiness if we do not experience sadness before ?
- How do we know we like sweet if we did not tasted bitter before ?
- How do we know if we like or don’t like being hangover if we did not get drunk before ?

There is still more to the list ! We need either side to tell us the other side. So, why not just go all the way out to experience all that we can whichever our heart tells us to ! Afterall, there is nothing to lose… yet everything to gain…

Hence, do not ever judge ourself and others ! We all have equal potential to create all that we ever dream off in our very own way. There is nothing wrong with any decision we made. If we find out we do not fancy the choice we made, just let go and choose again ! As easy as ABC…

Just CHOOSE, CREATE & BELIEVED & you will have all the things you ever wanted and wish for !

Doesn’t it sounds exciting ?! I think it surely does ;)

Written on Dec 14, 2008